Goodbye Mom

With utter sadness I am writing about my Mom’s passing the morning of Saturday April 4th 2026. Though Mom suffered with dementia for over 10 years she was a fighter and fought through many health battles after Dad passed (yes, I never wrote about his passing on March 20th 2017. One day I will). She broke her wrist, collarbone, hip, had some serious head injuries, and always bounced back. And though she had dementia her demeanor was always so sunny and sweet and she always remembered who her close family were. Her care required a great deal of work but it was never a burden. And we were so fortunate to have Mom on Medicaid and in the NHTD program. A&T Healthcare and Unlimited did such an amazing job. The primary aides, Josseline, Jennifer and Maria, loved Mom very much and she loved them. Though she had the dementia she was able to live the rest of her life after Dad’s passing in comfort and safety in her own home, cared for by amazing people and in amazing programs provided by the government (and should be available for all persons in this country, not just those on Medicaid).

Here is the link for the obituary on the Purta Funeral Home website. It is beautifully written by my brother Brian: https://purtafuneralhome.com/tribute/details/1324/Grace-Pawelski/obituary.html#tribute-start

Our good friend Donald W. wrote an amazing piece about my Dad in the style of Dr. Seuss years ago (see: https://muckville.com/2013/10/08/he-sniffs-his-hat/ ). Donald wrote a follow-up about my Mom. To explain … Baby Face refers to the expression you see of her in her most favorite picture (the one she told every visitor about and proudly showed at home) of baseball legend Babe Ruth holding her as a baby.

Mom never lost that baby face. Below Donald’s Dr. Seuss piece are a few pics and some special clips of home movies of her, as a baby and at her wedding in 1965. Few people of my age and generation have such content. Our family was so blessed. Thank you Donald. I can’t help but cry when reading this.

Baby Faced Grace


I’ve regaled you with stories of that Old Jack Who Sniffs Hats. His quirks and bad jokes, his calls to the waitress for water while grabbing his throat but there’s one story left that’s worthy of note.

Ol Jack had a wife who was kind of a snack her name was Baby Faced Grace and she kept him on track.

Well they were a pair that Ol Jack & Grace they went together like leather & lace.

Sometimes Ol Jack would get nervous “This may be the year the Mud Grunions won’t succeed maybe locusts or floods or even Hellaflumpamungus stampedes?!?” Hellaflumpamungus Stampedes?!? Laughed Baby Face Grace, “Yer a quack! You got me, Jenny, Brian, and Chris, and we all have yer back. Hellaflumpamungus Stampedes no more talking that smack. Go fire up that John Deere and head towards the Draper Track. Together we’ll paint this muck green with mud grunions so big some might think it’s obscene.”

Together every day at work or at home for decades together and never alone. Baby Face and Ol Jack they were an inseparable pair.Until that day that Ol Jack no longer sniffed the band of his hat in that barn office chair. For Baby Face Grace the world gone a-wack she felt to alone in Muckville without her Ol Jack. 

She drifted off in her mind to a happier day where her and Jack would plan dinner as the kids ran out to play. Enough was enough for Baby Faced Grace she was tired and weary without Jack in this place besides she had done the things she needed to do she gave her love to Chris, Eve, Brian, Sarah and Jenny that seems like a lot but that’s not so many there were even more than that and it sounds like I’m lying there were exactly three more Caleb, Jonah and Ryan. Baby Faced Grace had a knack for this love thing that’s just a fact and now’s she’s together forever with the love of her life the legendary man they called Ol Jack that Sniffs Hats.

Amazing synopsis of the documentary Muckville:

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Caleb says goodbye …..

Today is a very happy … sad … bittersweet day. Our oldest son, Caleb, born in April of 1997, has packed up his belongings and with his brother and a friend to help, started the drive to his new home, Chicago.

I don’t like writing about sad things. This month is 5 years since my dad’s passing and I hav still not written about it yet. I’ve started writing about it dozens of times but I never get very far. Maybe because I took care of him as he was sick and dying, fighting to get him the best care possible, or maybe because I’ve been primarily responsible for Mom’s care (who suffers from mild dementia) and care of the farm and the Trust it is in … or maybe I have a hard time processing my emotions and the continued difficulties and pain … I don’t really know. I will get to writing about Dad eventually.

But this is about Caleb. Caleb has been an ideal son … every parent’s dream. Well behaved, smart, funny, warm, kind, hard working, you could not ask for a better child. A dream in school, a hard worker on and off the farm. A lover of the Iowa Hawkeyes, even though he chose not to go there for college, against my wishes. Iowa offered him scholarships that would have covered half of his college education, but Caleb did not want any debt or to put his parens in deeper debt so instead chose the full ride scholarship that NJIT offered him. You see, a selfless kid, rare these days.

While attending NJIT Caleb lived at home and commuted to school. Two and a half years ago he moved out of the house … literally a couple miles down the road, so we lost him but not really. He was often here for dinner, always here for the Iowa basketball and especially football games (he NEVER missed a game) and always spending time with his younger brother and best friend Jonah, being virtually insperable (Jonah is almost 5 years younger). During college (he studied and obtained a degree in Civil Engineering) Caleb got a paid internship with Pietrzak and Pfau in Goshen (not far from home and later his apartment) who eventually hired him full-time out of college. Caleb LOVED working there and they treated him very well, and if he ever moves back will be very very happy to hire him back.

But Caleb has only lived here, and has wanted to experience something different. Knowing his Mom is from a north Chicago suburb of Kenosha, Wisconsin and his parents attended (and met at) the University of Iowa and lived 3 years in Kenosha, he was intrigued by the Midwest and Chicago. So a few months ago he started looking into opportunities to live and work there. Working with and employment agency and LinkedIn it didn’t take long for Caleb to find a very good job in the city and with the help of Eve’s beautiful cousin Linda, a flight attendant for United and longtime resident, he was able to find a very nice apartment in a nice neighborhood. So the date was set that today, March 3rd, he’d move to Chicago.

I didn’t want him to go. Well, I have very mixed feelings. I want him to experience what he and his mother experienced, living in a different place, working in a different place, meeting and working and being with different people. But, neither his Mom or I wanted him to leave us. Selfish? Yeah, selfish. But we didn’t discourage him. In fact, I said very little to him about it, while his Mom frequently cried. I guess i was in deep denial, always secretly hoping that at the last minute he’s change his mind. But knowing he wouldn’t. I finally spoke to him about it today, like Dad and son. I told him how proud I am of him, and how I feel about this move. I did lay out to him things he may feel and experience, because about 34 years ago I was in his shoes, moving from the northeast to the midwest. I told him after a period of time if he isn’t happy he can come back and there is no shame in that. He understood and agreed. I think he will be back eventually. In the meantime he’ll make some great memories and experiences.

I can’t help but have a flood of memories wash over me. The day he was born, how he was 2 weeks late, took hours upon hours of inducing to come out, and the first night because his Mom ate broccoli he had terrible gas after she breast fed him so they laid him on his stomach for relief and stayed up and watched him all night to make sure he kept breathing (and my Dad made me work planting despite my being awake 48 straight hours). I remember the time I picked him up from preschool and he so seriously discussed with me the whole history and relationships and powers of Pokemon. The so many times we played Mario Golf on Nintendo or EA Sports NCAA College Football on Playstation. The many Iowa football and basketball games we attended over the years. Visiting teachers at school and learning how well he was doing. And all the times he helped me on the farm, including watching him learn and operate the large field forklift that I started operating at age 11. I don’t know who was more proud of that, he or I (he often told his Mother how he dreamed of operating it, like his Dad). Or just having dinner together as a family, or visiting his grandparents down in South Carolina or Aunt and Uncle and cousins in New Mexico. Or the time during the flood of 2011 where he and his brother tried to get in a big Rubbermaid container to row across from our house to their grandparents. Then there was the time I caught him when he was in grade school investigating on the internet plane tickets and hotels for the Rose Bowl (which didn’t happen).

So many wonderful memories.

I wanted him to farm with me. He wanted it too. But, he saw how often his parents worked so very hard and yet received so little for it. He didn’t want to spend his life in as much debt as his parents. He loved the work and the lifestyle but not the lack fair compensation for it. Lots and lots and lots of money is made growing and selling food. Sadly, the farmer isn’t the one making it. And it’s so unnecessary. It’s a matter of abject greed. And often cruelty as well. I’ve seen those that are the haves get off on those that are not in farming. It’s often a sick culture. And my son, to his credit, didn’t want to be a part of that. I dreamed of he and his brother working with me like I did with my Dad. And since the farm is still operating, though it’s model has changed, it still may happen one day. Just not today.

So, we said goodbye to Caleb today. We will see him on Zoom and FaceTime all the time, and talk on the phone too. He and his Mom are best friends. But he’s not right down the road anymore. Today I had to accept reality.

And as Eve and I got in the van after taking final picks and watching him drive off … I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed.

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Say hello to the Ornery Onion Company!

This is a bit of a late announcement but Eve and I have formally created (thanks to the inspiration and prodding of reality TV show producer Darryl Silver) the Ornery Onion Company.

https://orneryonion.com

We also have an Instagram page:

https://www.instagram.com/orneryonioncompany/

Why did we need to do this? Thanks mainly to an inordinate amount of onions dumped into my markets from Canada during the 2019-2020 season I was unable to sell my crop in a timely fashion and I lost roughly $100,000. I simply could not continue to grow onions on a commercial basis (see the links at the bottom of the page).

Our goal is to one day fresh grown farm products via direct marketing. We are starting small but hope to see how things develop. We have also created a logo and a fun and quite funny merchandise line. Most of our merchandise can be found on our Teespring page.

https://teespring.com/stores/ornery-onion-company?aid=marketplace

You will find a number of different sayings in a number of different styles, including tees, hoodies, baby wear and masks! And if you see a saying or expression but not in the shirt style or color you’d like let us know and we can design it and get it up on the page!

So please check out our merchandise … get some of it and share it with friend and foe alike … don’t get mad … get Ornery … Ornery Onion merch that is!

Links:
See: https://www.timesunion.com/opinion/article/Unsustainable-disparities-14949667.php

See: https://m.timesunion.com/7day-state/article/Upstate-produce-farmers-feeling-the-squeeze-by-14474528.php

See: https://www.recordonline.com/news/20191001/local-onion-farmers-struggling-to-break-even

See: https://www.upi.com/Top_News/US/2020/02/24/US-onion-growers-fear-Canadian-exports-could-put-them-out-of-business/3581581625583/

 See: https://civileats.com/2020/02/07/new-york-farmers-are-struggling-to-sell-their-onions-u-s-lawmakers-want-a-trade-investigation/ 

See: https://www.recordonline.com/news/20200207/outcry-over-cheap-onions-coming-from-canada 

See: https://www.thepacker.com/article/packer-interview-chris-pawelski-onion-imports 

See: https://www.mynews13.com/fl/orlando/business/2020/02/10/black-dirt-farmers-hurt-by-canadian-imports

See: http://hudsonvalley.news12.com/story/41963630/hudson-valley-farm-to-close-despite-demand-for-food

See: https://spectrumlocalnews.com/nys/hudson-valley/news/2020/04/03/after-100-years–hudson-valley-pawelski-farm-shuts-down

See: https://www.farmprogress.com/crops/new-york-onion-grower-takes-hiatus-amid-struggling-market

See: https://www.recordonline.com/news/20200614/farmer-shifts-to-t-shirt-sales

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My response to today’s (02/24/2018) CBS This Morning Saturday “The Dish” segment

This is sorta an open letter … to anyone that will read it but mainly the CBS News staff  … which is my response to today’s “The Dish” segment on CBS News Saturday.

Let me preface this with I like this program (hence why I was watching it) and the two hosts, Anthony Mason and Alex Wagner.

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/the-dish-robert-wiedmaier/

“Influenced by his European roots, Wiedmaier is the driving force behind eight Belgian-influenced restaurants in the Washington D.C. area” 

With great interest, as a 4th generation family onion farmer about 1 hour north of NYC,  I watched this morning’s “The Dish” segment with Chef Robert Wiedmaier. As a farmer I cannot fully grasp this adulation the press frequently has for food preparers. To farmers that produce the food for these places and get a fraction of this retail dollar this adulation and celebration of these people comes across slightly tone deaf to us.

But when Chef Robert Wiedmaier said how the one item on his menu (I’m paraphrasing) “put his children thru private school” I can assure you that the various farmers who grow the food for that item (and the rest on his menu, including and especially the “5 onion soup”) are not sending their children to private school and what they make on those items is such a small percentage they are probably lucky they don’t have to put their kids on the free or reduced lunch price at the public schools they attend (which I have had to do over the years).

I also have a hard time having any sympathy for him when his one establishment had a pipe freeze and burst which flooded it out for a month … try having your entire crop flood out, or get lost to drought or hail like we have had happen. I’m sure he had a healthy insurance policy that quickly went into effect with little or no issue and restored his place and made him whole … versus a federal crop insurance program that is a joke or Administrations, like the past Obama Administration that refused to do ANYTHING within their powers to help us, including forgiving past loans or even lowering the interest rates for USDA Emergency Loans. I met in DC with high level USDA officials and begged for this to be done but it wasn’t … until the following year. You see, our weather disaster should not have happened in a safe “blue” state in an off election year (2011) but should have taken place during a Presidential election year in battleground states which the President had to win and key Senators needed to win to keep their seats.

Check out the links below for many more details on this. Also, if you are ever doing a story on farming please do not hesitate to contact me!

And maybe one day your program can create a similar feature that celebrates the various farms and ranches that grow the food that these various Chefs use to put on their plates. Maybe we can sign, at the end of the segment, some sort of farm implement. I volunteer to be the first farmer featured in one of these segments.

https://muckville.com/2017/11/06/are-you-doing-research-or-a-story-on-farming-or-agricultural-public-policy/

Thx!

Chris

Please help Eve and I become the winner in the “Cutest Couple” photo contest!

PLEASE HELP!

Our local newspaper is sponsoring a “Cutest Couple” photo contest. Eve and I are in the contest. Here is the link to our photo:

http://promotions.recordonline.com/2018-Cutest-Couple-Photo-Contest/gallery/91258574/

From 2/19 until 2/25 people are allowed to vote once per day according to the rules. You just have to register and provide your e-mail address. If you can please vote often and spread the word!

And THANK YOU!

Are you doing research or a story on farming or agricultural public policy?

If you are working on a story about agriculture or public policy related to agriculture do not hesitate to contact me. Instead of going to a chef or a food critic please contact a 4th generation family farmer, who has over 40 years of hands on farming experience (starting at age 5) and also has over 20 years of experience working on agriculture public policy issues, from immigration and labor, to crop insurance and disaster aid, to conservation programs to food recovery and other Farm Bill related issues.

If I can’t answer your questions I will connect you with good sources that can.